Letter For Oppa

Dear our beloved oppa 
Super junior ..
ESPECIALLY our cute magnae ..
our little Giraffe,and one babies in 8 superman

Oppa know? 
my struggle to see SS4 was heavy. 
Ranging from parental consent, money, circumstances do not allow the time and poor physical condition. 
I fought very hard, very, very hard.
When where I could not eat anything and drink a little water to quench your thirst and hunger for several months, 
when parents began to revile your good or bad, 
when I insisted on my mind to see the outline of a distant star up close. 

Oppa , it's exhausting.

A fan, it is still too small to say the adult figure.
I went with my motorcycle , pick up at the airport to see oppa.
When the physical is not supported and I do not know the direction to the airport, 
I just ask the people on the street.  

And not necessarily all the people I meet good people. 

When I do not have a license or other license, and deceived by a group of people on the road in my journey to the airport. 
I think God gave it as a test.I must stay until the airport to oppa. 
When I arrived, I just waited in silence.feel the pain of the head at the time. 
chose to sit is the best choice. 

When the ELF is another hysterical waited Enthusiastic and happy faces painted faces on their faces ...

and a moment later ...

 They cry 

They cry because Oppa is gone. 

Oppa !! 

is painful, 

But I did not cry.
I am a strong girl though my condition is very fragile at that time ... 
because I know this is still part of the examination given to the servants of God.


when the day changed,where the stars that I wanted to give his best performace. 
And I was there. 
Starting from the first day , 
hear sounds oppa next day to day carry the show.
I just heard a voice from outside . 
  Although I would see this on the third day, still I always miss your voice.  

Time with you while you are here.I'm not shouting, but just feel the warmth of that voice in the silence.
When God gave the test again, with my motorcycle the only wheeled vehicles in tow by the authorities because no suitable parking place.

Effects because I was too excited and not thinking about the situation around. 

Again, I'm just quiet. 

SS4 when the third day took place, and I was there. 
I had the opportunity to see the show on the third day. with both friends .
When the joints have started to tighten the joint, head throbbing from lack of rest, no time to think about what is called "EAT" at a time like that.

 Just think of how best to oppa can see in front of the stage. 
When I go into the Box spectators, heat aura enveloped around.  
Being in the scope of the hundreds of people in it. Plus my body is kept oppressed some people who act anarchist.

Again, I'm just a quiet, 
And when the lights begin to dim. Light red light around the space stage, with red background starts to burn and there are 9 superman. I figure that has been waiting for. But sadly, I'm not strong, and then it grew dark around me, only a faint faint sound that I heard the song Opera and then my body was lifted by some people. 
When I came, I knew I was in the emergency room. And the song Walkin accompany my consciousness. I ran, some where as long as I can see them up close. grateful, I can get VIP seats and look at them from the side. 

every few songs, I decided to go to a place that more closely without having to return to its original place. leaving the two friends.  

And again, God gave me a chance to be in Nearest point on the oppa, super box place 


until the last song in the show oppa, I could not stop smiling despite constantly disappointed that things did not read Ryeowook websites into the hands of the owner's name.

When the body is still in bad shape, after the concert I just came home with two friends and I took my vehicle and rushed to the airport again.I just use a thin T-shirt clad shorts, hurry to the airport to arrive earlier than the actor.At that time, though vague, but I still remember the way to the airport. And God gave me the opportunity to the airport an hour before Oppa up.When I have to wait and was forced to closed eyes. Initially I just wanted to take a nap, mengmbalikan nerve was strained nerves.Unfortunately I fell asleep too long at the airport until the end did not see oppa.When I awoke, it was too late as an hour ago, the actor has returned to Seoul.Oppa did not know there are fans like me are waiting for an oppa in this state.Oppa do not know is not just physical and I thought that tersisksa.Oppa do not know how I want to give this gift to the actor.And when I decided to go back to sleep, do not use blankets, clothes just improvise. When cold pierced my breath . and I returned home after the dawn call to prayer.is this overkill?no .. I'm just doing their best I could do as a fan.Not an ordinary fan, but I'm an ELF.No matter how painful the future ..no matter how bad, I'm still an ELF.keep my promise, becoming the ELF to the end.I like this because oppa .....take a decision like this, once in my life, I will never regret.Into ELF left its own story to me .....For my special oppa really like the giraffe and the smallest figure of super junior. Whatever it is, I love you ....although this is sick, we are feeling some pain, but it all paid off with a smile like you. The smile that initially only be seen from afar. from TV yesterday and I've seen that smile smile happy face.now I'm crying,Deploring the neglect of how stupid I was my last chance,cursed the body of the rebel'm rested.It's just a little story from me, a brief struggle as an ELF and Ryeosomnia.There are many other ELF fared less fortunate than me ...Oppa !! Oppa should read this and must know, the fact that we always love you ... 
And I just hope oppa is always healthy, always be with us under any circumstances. For my little giraffe , hope you can increase your weight and your height increase. ^ _ ^

Superman and one Super 8 babies ^ _ ^From your beloved fans, ELF ...Indah Ayu